rants about my dull and boring life

I feel like I’m stuck in pause
Just waiting for someone else to grab my hand and press play

I’ve always loved a girl who’s twisted
With too many thoughts in her head
I wanted to be the one to fix her
But I destroyed her mind instead

This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a sh*tty year. Things will change: you won’t feel this way forever. And anyway, sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most. I believe you can’t feel real joy unless you’ve felt heartache. You can’t have a sense of victory unless you know what it means to fail. You can’t know what it’s like to feel holy until you know what it’s like to feel really f*cking evil. And you can’t be birthed again until you’ve died.

on the mornings when the walls I built
collapse against the memories of you
I remember I’ve survived worse invasions
fought harder battles
won tougher wars.